明明差一点，就是少了一点。

明明打开书，

就是差一点，

差一点就要读。

就是少了点...

最后没读到。

明明准备好，

踏出第一步，

可是却不敢继续走下去。

有时人生就是这样。

不是没行动，

而是自己少了那一股勇气。

不是自己做得不好，

我会记住的。

哈哈

不要以为自己一无所成，

到底又有什么成勒？

成长还是成熟？哈哈

算了，最好世界末日。

奇怪，有时一次失败...

就像末日般...

把我的世界改变了。

说话，谈天~

如果真的有心想沟通，

不必说话，

不必比手划脚。

静静的，心就会把你们带到同一个地方。

静静的，你们就会了解各自的想法。

问题只不过是，

如果没有心要沟通，

你说了，写了，也是白费的。

考试也不过如此。

有心要考好来，考官是感觉到的。

你不用写说你要考好来，

不必告诉别人，

把你的心放在考试前的准备/温习~

朋友和男朋友差别就是男朋友多了个字‘男’

那朋友跟女朋友有什么分别呢？

分别就是男的皮包会变到跟包皮一样薄。

很闷真的太闷料。

太多自私，斤斤计较的人。

真的很sad。

为什么不要分享？

sad case.

why

噩梦如何变美梦？

都不懂搞什么屁~

既然发了个很他妈吓人肮脏的梦！

真的忍不住那种不卫生的感觉！

让我描述我的梦：

我梦到在大学的情景，

然后要去厕所。

厕所里面有很多很多我小学到中学的朋友。

全部不大认识，完全没接触了现在。

然后就在厕所...（觉得恶心不要读）<---我起来第一件事就是想他妈呕出来！

很多人排队，大概有5个人在里。

感觉很臭~（发梦说真的从来嗅不到味道的，我发现，hehe）

有两个人在做蛋糕，

没关门，应该是因为坏料啦~哈哈

然后等很久，

就到我，进去。

我知道那个马桶真的他妈肮脏！！！

然后我都不懂有没有小到便，

总之好像踩到尿水！

我就开水洗脚但是水很小！

很恶心勒！

yor~做么我最近才开始发噩梦！

以前没有这种情况的咯~

最后我的梦其实有类似转了个180度的区别~

突然就梦到不知道啦~

就看到有垃圾车意外，

全部垃圾压在一辆车上，

记得我看到5个人2个死亡之类的字。

两个都是政治人物。

第一个是男的，找不到他照片。

第二个你们肯定认识，

大马First Lady，ah jib 的老婆。

很高兴勒！hahaha

有人死真的是件不值得开兴的事。

但是还是有一些人死了不会值得你去伤心。

就像贪污，害死成千上万的官员们。

你们死了绝对有人会为你的去世而庆祝一番。

在这里祝福考试的朋友们考好好！

希望你们能够考到自己满意的成绩。

我的心跟随着希望的脚步...

太执著于一些事情只会让你更难受。
就像大家说的希望越大失望越大。

有些路是必须走的，
只有走过了必须走的路
你才能开始走你想走的路。

我常常认为我的人生在未来事业肯定会排第一位，
接着是感情。
原来那是错觉...
感情（亲情和爱情）其实对于我真的影响非常的大。
我会为了爱情忘记了原来我想要的东西！

当然本少爷由始自终还是单身的~（没有啦~是有交过一段他妈失败的爱情啦）
原谅我用有一点粗俗的词语~

到底平常的人有多少朋友勒？
我的朋友是不是比正常人少？
但是~我承认我的朋友都有过滤了才交的。

过滤步骤：（haha）
1. 从来不会跟一些喝酒，吸烟，去disco/pub/club和喜欢出夜街（日常活动）
2. 性格自私，斤斤计较，小心眼，打小报告，说大话

如果成功跳过以上的种种条件，
这个人有绝大多数的可能性会成为我的朋友。
也要定义下我的朋友指的是会出去yamcha，一起参加活动，一起去旅行(就比较好的朋友)

一些变质的‘朋友’当然我尽朋友的责任劝劝咯。
没救的就没办法，少点联络...
慢慢就会没什么联络。（不是绝交）

我想要在未来有一些好的，
以素质，生活习惯等等的好同事/合作伙伴。
所以在选择朋友的时候必须也要好好选。

不是说喝酒吸烟就注定以后失败，
只是我就看不起这些人。

想到读书就真的闷啊！
很多勤劳的‘优秀生’都在做复习！
我就在玩电脑~
虽然有读但是就是一星期不到3小时那种。
哈哈哈，放假zomok还要读书？
其实是study break！fvck

19NOV final, coming soon huh!
cool~
so I think My exams will ends up before DEC.
Maybe I will have to find stg to do that time
Otherwise I would be just dying with my laptop 24/7

Since when I have to rely on stg to live...
Without stg to rely would ruin me!
This is the 6th day of my study break.
No class or tutorials.
I should have had study for it,
but I just cannot focus.

Previously I will spent most of my time do revision...
but now I'm just freaking stick on my laptop!

Perhaps,
recently my mind just keep wondering...
A friendship and relationship,
its hard to make a different.

For me...
its depends, one can choose to have a relationship than friendship.
Either one of it.

But its just pretty shyt when u imagine the one u liked so much having a new relationship.
Of course that do not happen on me yet...
Maybe one day it will be.

I convince my-self to and only to have a new relationship 2years after I'm graduated!
Study will give a better promise to earn a better and desirable salary.
Some may doubt of whether study will make u earn more?
That's the most stupid question I had ever heard.
If you do not study, u will definitely have a lower or lowest opportunity to earn more.

Because u will definitely looks like an idiot when everyone read through the document,
but u never knw what is the doc is all about...
Or in a worsen situation where when u will have to get involve in a contract.
Without education u will definitely make a lot of loses.
Pardon, this is the reality.

爱情不是必须的，
但是是想要的。

就因为想要我必须现在更努力用功。
不然我宁愿不要！
^^
加油所有的学生们！
Good Luck for all those who's exams are coming and do the best ya!

到底是友情还是爱情

'说爱你' - 张起政

每一天都不断重复的听这首歌。
(其实因为电脑只有几首歌）

不过这首歌的MV真的很不错咯！
那个女主角太赞料！
美到~~~

如果你觉得不美就算咯~我觉得美就好。
hahaha

MV里面的男生我是没兴趣啦~
不过我要说的东西就跟他息息相关。

那个男的是那个大美女的的朋友，
那女的因为马来西亚的交通法律太糟糕，
害她也成了其中一个受害者。
他毁容了。
然后她的男朋友因为他毁容抛弃她！
（是我就马上捡回家）

然后这女的就要去整容，不然她男朋友就不要她。
很好笑的...
那个男生既然为了她这位‘朋友’
不顾一切赚钱给她整容！
（可能他也接受不到LOH）

因为没办法在短时间里面筹够钱，
他就去卖肾。

到底...这个男的是喜欢他还是单纯的朋友。
为朋友而牺牲？一颗肾？
有可能？


有个男人是你（假设你是女生）的很好的朋友，
这些年来他为你做了很多事（至少1年半瓜）
他既然甚至为你牺牲一切。
我建议你做其中一件事：

1. 在他还没牺牲一切时远离它，叫他不要没有脑。
2. 接受他。这个男的你现在不嫁他下辈子也是嫁他的啦。


Regardless:
［WALAO EH，ZOMOK一直咬到嘴唇！痛到！］
咬嘴唇是代表什么？
没人说过HUH?
我说是代表有人要kiss我！哈哈哈！
咬一下kiss 10下！

再痛也值得！

Countdown 90 days

Just this afternoon, I saw someone posted something relate to The Mayas myth.
Its about the end of the world predicted by Mayas.

Many not even know what is Mayas,
what makes them think of Dec21st of 2012 is the end of the world.

Really funny when heard non-sense people,
acting like a pro...
giving all their 'opinions' without having any knowledge about Mayas.
In Chinese we call those people as not know pretend like knowing (不懂装懂）

By the way, this is my opinions:
I had been follow up all the Mayas and all the religious and civilizations all around the world.
For a few years.
Most (but not all) of the details I used to get from the internet or documentary movies.

Many of them are from expert. Not from others who like to pretend like they know a lot.
In fact not know at all@@ hehe
Really sometimes cannot 'tahan' those idiots^^

Regardless whether there will be a lot of disaster or not,
but I wish, I wish most of the human-beings should get rid of this world.
One form another die.
this is a very simple Mathematics calculation.
if you need 1, you will have to sacrifice the other.
           (1=0)                                   ------>                            (0=1)
 1 at the left hand-side sacrifice.                                        move to the right.


There will never be 1+1=3.
only 1+1+1=3.
a baby born will have to go through the 10months of pregnancy.
A lots of energy consumed.
A lot of money been used to brought some healthy foods and so on...
Only in exchange to give birth for a baby.

 Nowadays there is more than 7billions of humans living in this earth.
Earth will never affected.
Only humans will get affect due to the lack of resources and so on.
As the example given above, a human born will sacrifice a lot of resources.
Thus resources will decrease over time proportionally to the numbers of humans born over time.

So to be more precise,
70% of the humans population should DIE.
and the rest continue their life.

Reasons:
1. Morality corrupt
2. People are too selfish!
3. Peoples are opinionated



Among all my friends, there is only one.
The only one who really still practicing sharing is caring principle.
She willing to use all her money or else to help others!
She rarely get involved in various useless, meaningless activities. (e.g. smoking, drinking, go disco, many others mother fvcker futile activities!)

Why don't u guys use the money to help others!
Fvck you if you always 'burns' your money for smoking or drinking!
Go die and rather than wasting the resources.
Because of you many death indirectly...
But of you no share they wouldn't death.
If still you don't knw who is dying and death,
Then better go online not for facebook but read the news fvcker.

Please help them. Don't waste your money for a stupid idiot I-phone or others stupid luxury things for self satisfaction. Believe me humans are greed.

You will never stop only if you never started it.

Flat tires

This is the first time I experiences flat tire.
Just right before I enter the highway,
so there is still time for me to fix it.

Days getting dark and its almost 10 at night.
So I stop at the roadsides and trying to fix it.
Unfortunately the socket wrench was rust and I'm trying hard to fit it into the screws!

But still I failed to did so.
Without any other choices,
so I have to take a risk explore the place and borrow from others.

Its a construction place,
Therefore, most of the workers there are foreigners.
No choice... So I just left my car and explore around.

Finally I found some Chinese incredibly appeared at the construction site.
Of course its kind of impossible...
But yes it is, but what they were doing there will gonna frighten you.
They were doing some underground gambling.

But that's seems to be irrelevant.
As long as they willing to help me...

So I spent further 1 and a half hour go home...
Still I feel so happy,
for some reasons...
Have been a few days...

Sometimes there is no reasons or perhaps...
there is no important for us to know the reasons.
Its no longer important.
Its too... complicated.
Funny.

Have a nice day everyone.
And wish those who are having or going to have your exams,
Good luck and put on efforts.
There is no free meal without any efforts.
So you decides your future,
Its in your hands.

sharing is caring^^

http://www.lookmw.cn/xinxiu/4392.html

去读读。不错的~
不过我是跳过看的，懒一个字。

每天重复听但是不会腻的一首歌。

耐心看吧，MV拍到很好！
你觉得这男的一举一动是因为友情还是已经到了爱情的阶段？

已很理性的角度这个MV女主角应该选择他。
能为她牺牲，然后也給她幸福。
那女的还要要求什么勒@@

This is one of the greatest song ever I had heard!
Of course don't compare it with the recent dramatically famous song 'OPPA GANGNAM STYLE'
Both gotta totally different flavor.

You gonna like it, go listen for a few times and learn it Girls!
You just puts ur lips together and you come real close! Can you blow my whistle baby!
wao!

Everywhere I go I'm really my whistle to blow~
hehe^^



Musics really is the best method ever to relieve stress!
hell, spent most of my time surf the You-tube.

Worrying for my coming exam, I must do all my best for this!
Of course, for the rest of my final exams at the end of Oct, I'm gonna puts all my efforts and gonna burn mid-nights oil!

*There is 2 things that should never wait:
1.Doing good deeds
2.Filial Piety
Remember this and don't smoke, little or doing stg harmful to the others including all living or non-living creatures.

说谎？

有谁会愿意欺骗自己不想欺骗的人?
尤其你最不想欺骗一的那位。

在知道你隐瞒他事实的那一刻，
我听见的是他那失望的声音。

我什么都不能做，
只能默默的，
等他消气~@@

我知道他不会生气到很严重的地步，
可是他应该会感到失望多过生气。

我只能希望他不会生气我，
其实我也没有心要隐瞒，
但是想到在最后一秒前才告诉她那会更严重。
他一定会恨死我。

所以我告诉他了。
隐瞒自己不想隐瞒的人，
你会担心让他知道他的反应，
或者不让他知道最后的结果会如何。

我选择了很久，
昨天作了决定。
让他知道了，
她的声音有点承重伤心，
但是他没有说他的感受。

我也不敢问他的感受，
也很快的他就说他要睡觉...
不要理我...料...
hehe

不要紧~
现阶段也就读书先。
两年后有什么想做再做。

朋友们，大家一起努力吧！

Bullshyt.

A told B that his friends and families got the same opinions that he got lie by B.

To be more precise, I am the B.
What you think A is trying to brings out?

Isn't it he is trying to use a very stupid and such idiotic way to said B lied to A?

Still I can't understand how such a person thought.
The way they think and process information is just totally differences from a sober and reasonable man.

I never meet with people with this kind of attitude.
Now I feel so great, because he is the first to portray such idiotic characteristic to me.

I wish he will voluntarily move out from my house.
Its just useless for me to give any explanation.

I don't care where is him go,
my house never welcoming those who do not believe me.
Blame for all those stupid reason.

So maybe he thought I cares bout his money?
Have to do anythings and follow his needs?
For just a few hundreds ringgit?
Go fvck your self bro.
You mother fvcker.

I'm not means to offences his mother. I always respect peoples including their parents but not today. And of course not gonna respect you anymore.
Because I never respect those who do not ever and never respect me.

Bullshyting around.
I wont care is you just fvcking get out of my house.
This is my house. Again... I can foresee your future which you wont be success due to the 'KIAM XIAP', stingy, miserly kind of characteristic.

Everyone share the cost except you.
Still you complain so much.

这是一首很有意识的歌。
曾经有人说我是个过一天算一天的人，
很花心的人，
不孝顺的，
很笨的，
死缠烂打的，
还有很多很多~

（上面的都是我缴尽脑汁，记起来的！）hehe
有些话，有些事并不能表达。
很多时候也只能藏在心里。
这世界永远都是一个循环。

生产一个东西自然要牺牲另一样东西。
当你只有一块钱，如果你要获得两块，就必须要有人愿意牺牲他的一块。
当生产着一张一令吉钞票，必须牺牲树，墨汁...等等。

当人们建一架机械，
自然地球上的金属会被消耗。

当你希望未来能够给你所珍惜的家人，朋友或爱人幸福，
（一）你可以选择让他们牺牲给你幸福，
（二）一起牺牲换取幸福，
（三）又或者自己牺牲，换取的是他/她一辈子的幸福。

我什么都没有，因为有的我都给了我身边最珍惜的人。

不管外在的因素如何影响你，
只要你有自己的梦想，
自己想走的路，
往前走，
不要停，
也许当时你会解释，
但是人们不会care的。
因为他们不是你。

只有自己了解自己要什么，
别人给的意见也只供参考。

我永远就是学不会好好表达，
但是我还是努力表现，
失败了人家看到的是你跌倒，
跌得多惨。
但是没人会看到你为了成功付出的一切。

坏的一个按钮把你的世界shut down。
好的在你跌倒送片胶布。
站起来还是靠自己。

Life will never complete without LOVE.
但是，不代表LOVE makes your life complete.
完美人生除了能给对方一个美好的家至少也要有的吃有的喝，
两个人有爱却没了人生存的必备条件那么这还有什么意义呢？

如果爱她，就该为了她的幸福，
牺牲自己也许努力认真赚钱。
换取给她一辈子美满的人生。

幸福很简单。
只要你明白那三个选择，
选择哪一个，
任命吧，
改变只不过让你再面对多一次的选择。

不然就不要选。

别告诉我他有多好

有朋友告诉我他喜欢一个女生，

那女人都知道的。

可是那女的常在他面前炫耀和说B对他有多好。

这种情况应该在电影里发生的瓜，哈哈哈

不过我还是认真地回答了，就她可能是要刺激你吧...（客套话）

常常女人们总是喜欢让人们知道有多少人疼爱她们。

可是如果告诉他不要在你（我朋友）面前提起别的男人那也是不可能的~

所以我就跟我朋友说不要跟她联络，没联络就什么都没接触~哈哈哈

然后他就NAH了一声回我~

很简单，如果它可以不理她就代表他不在意她.

当然如果叫他不联络她自然他就做不到了，

因为他要是喜欢就会很自然而然的找她。

面对爱情的人们都会很烦恼东烦恼西吧~

奶奶的~而我却是烦恼‘没东没西’好烦！

昨天带朋友回家乡玩，去外婆家。

外婆第一句话就问：BO ZHA BOR AR没女子啊？（然后看我的后面）

炸到！不过不要紧咯~反正没demand我也是无可奈何~

在宠物店里的动物，总有些没人愿意花钱买的动物，

看着伙伴都被卖走了，自己却还在笼里~

那种感受就最好不过用来形容那些...人了^^

As a nutshell, 我想问女人为什么要在男人面前一直说别的男人好？