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Wednesday, July 29, 2015

The longest nightmare

I will be having my second paper tomorrow morning for certificate for legal practice examination, there are 5 papers in total.

Currently my psychological status is in a very bad condition.

I started to wonder how do people even pass all of these papers in their first attempt or perhaps their second.


Despite all of my negative concern bout my tomorrow exams, all I can do right now is to study non-stop and hope for the best.

That's the spirit we all should possess isn't it?

The spirit of never give up and always looking forward for the best outcome instead of being negative and depress all the time.

Surely in life, there are moments we feel like want to give up, but as long as we don't, one day, or sooner or later we will certainly be able to harvest the fruit of success!


Like what my dad always told me, it is ok to fail, but, remember failure doesn't mean u can get defeated. Move on, the life isn't depending on that one single test.

After all, of course i am not saying I will fail this or i am not hoping that I can pass this SHIT.

I deeply believe that I will make it through all these and manage to pass all of these papers in this first attempt!

Damn, seriously, this life is so miserable!



4 more papers to go, 9 subjects in total, 9 more days left!

May all GODS bless me can pass this exam! PLEASE!!!!

Have a nice day guys and wish this article can get to motivate some people in some deep shit like me@@.

Wednesday, July 15, 2015

手里握着的是未来还是冷汗

7月16号, 2015年。星空

算一算,我也快22岁了。



回想过去的一切难免让人觉得悲伤

曾经犯过的错没办法回头改写过去

将要面对的重重挑战只能勇往直前

难免伤心沮丧难过也只能一笑而过



有人说‘人’在到了终点站时大致上分为两种

第一种:死得心安理得

第二种:死得死不瞑目


那么人生在过程中我们不断地过关斩将,

完成了一个使命自然地便产生新的目标,

在面对所有的悲伤,过去,未来与现在,

我们必须尽量的确保和提醒自己四个字,

‘心安理得’

只要不做会后悔,害人,亏欠他人的事,

那么自然就不会有感叹遗憾因而取得心安理得的境界。



即将面对我人生的下一个难关,

CLP(Certificate for Legal Practice) 也叫做律师执照。

如果我成功考到了这东西也相对的证明了人只要想做,

并没有任何东西能阻挡你!



我自认读书并不是我的强项,

我成绩不如人,考试烂过人,

凭着不可以放弃的精神和坚持,

我来到了这里!

就差一步我便能考获那该死的执照!



话说到这里,其实倒数12天便是我的考试了。

这压力其实非常得大,考验的不只是回答的技巧,

更考验着我们面对压力,情绪和思维模式的一个测验。



过了这一关,我深深地认为,我不会再面对这么无聊,

这么一个不符合人类工学的一个测验,

这更本就是自虐和自残的一个考试!



如果能够从来,我他妈一定不会再经历这一切,

因为真的好难啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

如果以SPM和这个CLP,以‘痛’来做难度测试,

SPM的痛便是赤着脚踩到一粒小石头。

而CLP是你走着走着被巨石TM压到你,重点是只压到你的双腿,

你只能看着自己被摧毁,但是却什么都做不到。

这个‘痛’是真的一辈子的。




我真的不想fail,

我真的希望我能够做到!

加油!

大家加油! 一起努力奋斗!

害怕,冒冷汗谁没试过?

记得,流了汗便抹干它!

然后继续加油!