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Wednesday, December 21, 2011

2012

Wao, 2012 is coming soon.
9 more days to go...

This coming year will be a critical year for me,
Uni life again it's coming towards me.
Stress, busy all the time, do assignment and maintain the relationship in regards to family, friends and of course my partner... I mean girlfriend.

Quite innocent, i loss my tendency to cope with my stress recently.
Before this i'm the kind of person who can cope with the problems and stress well.
Although when exam period my stress will form on my ugly face~
Now's day, even driving i oso feel kind of very STRESS! feel so 'fan' and wanna...
I dun knw wat i want, i shouldn't be like that...
My emotion is out of MY control right now~

Can somebody help me?
I know who can help me...
Is me, only i can help my-self right now.
Start from today i will try to cool down, quarantine my-self and seriously i need to cool down!
i have to prepare for enter Uni...
A lot of stuff is waiting for me right there~
Result is going to declare few days later, think this is one of the problem and 'stress; that i'm facing right now.

This WEEK is the most stressful and upset week for me through out the year!!!
I dun knw the fact that to maintain a relationship between a couple is harder than study!
HAHA, it's so funny... But all of this is actually my own problems.
I will change, learn to maintain my lovely girlfriend and my relationship well^^

I really love you my dear ... Friends

Good luck for those sitting for exam recently~ Have a nice day... God bless u!!
Happy 'dong zhi' festival !!!

Sunday, December 4, 2011

395公里的距离

从我家到Banting Town需要大约20公里
从Banting,Selangor到Queensbay,Penang要大约要395公里吧

每一天,睁开眼,闭上眼....
想的都是你,曾经经历过~
可这一次不同的是一个远距离的恋爱。

没试过?就让我告诉你那395公里的趴托感觉吧。
我的女友是全世界独一无二的~
遇过那么多女人,感觉她简直就不是普通的女人~

早上起来通常都会活动了一段时间才想起找我,不过~通常那段时间我还在睡觉的啦~哈哈哈
虽然离的并没有很远(比美国和大马近很多了)
就是想她时,总是只有电脑和电话帮上忙。
打开电话,看照片....
打开电话,发信息给她....
打开电脑,看她照片....
打开电脑,发信息给她....

5天了,我的生活就是这样过(5天前她住在我大学宿舍sunway, subang jaya)
就是这样,让我很想不要毕业!
现在就连有个人牵牵我手都没~
记得有次她牵我的手睡觉,睡得很甜~
抓得很紧,哈哈!
很紧的抓着,我手也麻痹了~
但是就是麻痹的很舒服,很爽!
忘了说,想念和回忆也是远距离趴托的必经之路。

这一个大姐姐(跟我平岁的,喜欢扮大姐)
每次说她18岁了,可是就是看不出
驾车迷路时她都会要我跟前面的车!
我驾车时也只有她愿意放心让我来^^
其实不是我技术很差,不过puchong这些area的车早就出名‘恨’了!
来这里驾车(走比较小路不是highway),你不被HON那是你幸运,第二第三次肯定会中的啦。

我可以给她我的全部
我愿意付出一切,penang我可以天天去!
但是我需要时间!
我需要读书,我需要等毕业做工~
如果不读个学位,我不信在这个社会里会有生存机会。
我的家并不是富裕之家,但绝对幸福^^
未来出人头地绝对是报答父母的其中一个关键(不然花了那么多钱给我做什么?)

至于远方的她会好好等我的啦,我的车总有一天会驾到你家门口的。
我并不急,我没有冲动,几年后我会做到的。
这一切希望不会让让我女朋友觉得我很冲动不可靠,但我目前还什么都没有,她会那么想也理所当然的。

这场恋爱谈的是忍耐,谈的是对彼此的信心!要是没信心和能耐,结果大家心知肚明吧。
这一次,第一次!我也希望永远只有这一次,因为开始了,我不会让开始了的东西停下~
目的地,我们的目的地也只有天荒地老。


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